Post by Rumpelstiltskin/Mr. Gold on Jul 15, 2012 22:17:32 GMT -7
Dear Belle,
Not much time has passed once more, yet time has no meaning & at times it appears to just freeze in place as if to mock me with the feeling of the hollowness in me & my heart after losing you or more so telling you to leave. I know I have said it was a mistake & I meant it, but it does not change what happened & that time cannot be undone to change it.
Even with as skilled as I am, time is one thing that cannot
be changed it is something one has to mealy live with there chooses & the actions or consequences that fallow, whether it be glorious or tragic.
How things have changed here, the places is like before you
came yet it has a hole effect now, with out you being here, to give it warmth & light. It is hard to walk around the castle with out seeing you in my minds eyes of the memory's of the pass of the time you was here, with in the castle walls.
I know I have lose you forever, though in the end all I want is for you to be happy for your happiness not matter what you do or where you go, to know that; to think it helps to ease the pain that I still feel because of my actions & losing you.
One day, I hope are paths cross again, it would be good to see you & know you are well & safe, even if it was only a flicker of a glimpse, it would be better then no glimpse of you. Though, I am not sure if it will ever happen or if after all that happened, you would ever call on me again for any reason, though if you did I would be there, at your beck & call to help how ever I could.
Of course it is foolish to think are paths will cross again, in such a good way or that you would want to deal with me again after things went so wrong, though it does not stop me form wanting it, for hopping for it.
The light ray of sunshine that you could bring into my dark world, that ray that only grew with your smile & kind warm eyes that that, found what only one other has ever seen with in me. I hope that even with are parting ways you still think of me in not such a hard or hateful way.
How ever there is now knowing if it will ever happen or if you will ever forgive me for what happened, but I hope that one day you will. But, like every thing only time will tell & that is something that will always tick by & yet still leave me hopping & waiting for some for of understanding between use & in a way a fix to what happened when we parted.
I suppose it is wise, that I stop this letter that I have yet to decide if I will send though, I hope I can find the will to do so & take a chance, at an answer of some kind form you. Though as always, I wish you the best in all you do.
Not much time has passed once more, yet time has no meaning & at times it appears to just freeze in place as if to mock me with the feeling of the hollowness in me & my heart after losing you or more so telling you to leave. I know I have said it was a mistake & I meant it, but it does not change what happened & that time cannot be undone to change it.
Even with as skilled as I am, time is one thing that cannot
be changed it is something one has to mealy live with there chooses & the actions or consequences that fallow, whether it be glorious or tragic.
How things have changed here, the places is like before you
came yet it has a hole effect now, with out you being here, to give it warmth & light. It is hard to walk around the castle with out seeing you in my minds eyes of the memory's of the pass of the time you was here, with in the castle walls.
I know I have lose you forever, though in the end all I want is for you to be happy for your happiness not matter what you do or where you go, to know that; to think it helps to ease the pain that I still feel because of my actions & losing you.
One day, I hope are paths cross again, it would be good to see you & know you are well & safe, even if it was only a flicker of a glimpse, it would be better then no glimpse of you. Though, I am not sure if it will ever happen or if after all that happened, you would ever call on me again for any reason, though if you did I would be there, at your beck & call to help how ever I could.
Of course it is foolish to think are paths will cross again, in such a good way or that you would want to deal with me again after things went so wrong, though it does not stop me form wanting it, for hopping for it.
The light ray of sunshine that you could bring into my dark world, that ray that only grew with your smile & kind warm eyes that that, found what only one other has ever seen with in me. I hope that even with are parting ways you still think of me in not such a hard or hateful way.
How ever there is now knowing if it will ever happen or if you will ever forgive me for what happened, but I hope that one day you will. But, like every thing only time will tell & that is something that will always tick by & yet still leave me hopping & waiting for some for of understanding between use & in a way a fix to what happened when we parted.
I suppose it is wise, that I stop this letter that I have yet to decide if I will send though, I hope I can find the will to do so & take a chance, at an answer of some kind form you. Though as always, I wish you the best in all you do.
