Post by Rumpelstiltskin/Mr. Gold on Jul 5, 2012 22:06:28 GMT -7
Dear Belle,
I am not sure how to start or where to begin, it has not been that long since, you left & yet if feels like so much longer & though the idea to come see you is there, I fear to do so would not be easy on your or your kingdom. I have come to terms in one form or another, that this is what is best that your kingdom needs you more & yet, there is the hope in the back of my mind, you will show up once more at my home. How ever I must excepted what happened, knowing I am the one to take full blame, for how it all ended & we parted ways, something that I cannot say I would say with anyone else. I know you will do your kingdom well, in leading them, I only hope that they know these. Many have made deals with me, few ever keep there end of the deal, few would give up what you did & even fewer if any would make the impacted you did on me.
You where right when you left, I did not want to believe that you could love me, I did not want my power more, I suppose it was the idea the the Queen could of used you to get to me that did not help the matter & I regret my mistake for sending you away & not believing you, at the time I allowed my self to be blinded. Though even with knowing what I lost, I know that I can hold nothing against you, just as I can only dream that some how you will come back.
Such dreams, are for those that can hope & risk it, though I do, knowing that or feeling that it will never be more then a dream, a memory of what I had & lost, leaving me with as you said a chipped cup & a broken heart, though I suppose we both fall to the last. As I write this, I think to send it to you & like before the idea to do so is great, though the idea that to do so would only cause trouble for you, makes me hold back.
Perhaps one day, I will get the chance to send this letter to you when, kingdoms are not so fearful or danger is not so close, in times that I can be called on or show up with out the though of causing panic or fear with in your kingdom. How ever until such a time, I wish you all the best, I will keep my word to keep your village & all those there safe, for I am not one to break my word even, if I changed how things where suppose to be.
Forever at your beck & call,
Rumpelstiltskin
I am not sure how to start or where to begin, it has not been that long since, you left & yet if feels like so much longer & though the idea to come see you is there, I fear to do so would not be easy on your or your kingdom. I have come to terms in one form or another, that this is what is best that your kingdom needs you more & yet, there is the hope in the back of my mind, you will show up once more at my home. How ever I must excepted what happened, knowing I am the one to take full blame, for how it all ended & we parted ways, something that I cannot say I would say with anyone else. I know you will do your kingdom well, in leading them, I only hope that they know these. Many have made deals with me, few ever keep there end of the deal, few would give up what you did & even fewer if any would make the impacted you did on me.
You where right when you left, I did not want to believe that you could love me, I did not want my power more, I suppose it was the idea the the Queen could of used you to get to me that did not help the matter & I regret my mistake for sending you away & not believing you, at the time I allowed my self to be blinded. Though even with knowing what I lost, I know that I can hold nothing against you, just as I can only dream that some how you will come back.
Such dreams, are for those that can hope & risk it, though I do, knowing that or feeling that it will never be more then a dream, a memory of what I had & lost, leaving me with as you said a chipped cup & a broken heart, though I suppose we both fall to the last. As I write this, I think to send it to you & like before the idea to do so is great, though the idea that to do so would only cause trouble for you, makes me hold back.
Perhaps one day, I will get the chance to send this letter to you when, kingdoms are not so fearful or danger is not so close, in times that I can be called on or show up with out the though of causing panic or fear with in your kingdom. How ever until such a time, I wish you all the best, I will keep my word to keep your village & all those there safe, for I am not one to break my word even, if I changed how things where suppose to be.
Forever at your beck & call,
Rumpelstiltskin
